i feel super bored recently. Even dont know how to describe my real feelings are. easily cry, dun wanna talk, dont wanna share my hard feelings, become more introvert. thats no good, i know. but i cant find anyway to tackle.

i tried  i tried, to pray. but frankly, the answer was not instant

perhaps i am workaholic, cant stay comfortable after work. I know, i will feel a lot better on Monday, when i push my head down against those documents. however, life should not be that.

Hey friends, dont show too much concern over this, i would feel embarrassed.

IS that people growing older more reluctant to tell feelings and cry ?

A lot of question marks about life. And be more specific, human beings.